My Biggest Fear

Fear is an interesting offspring of discussion. Everyone experiences fear, scarcely from each one person experiences it differently. To consider all fears the homogeneous is the selfsame(prenominal) as non recognizing the differences in separate species of insects. They whitethorn be similar, however each one is at to the lowest degree a little import different. Fear operates in the same manner; two race whitethorn both be arachnophobic, but one whitethorn fear the dark sequence the other fears heights. People may fox different combinations of fears, and the fears may be in a different order of how practically the person fears them. For me, the fear of non be in reign over is atop the hierarchy of fears.\nThat may seem like I am a halt freak, and perhaps I am, but I mean it in a different manner. I do not ask to necessarily be solely in operate on of the total environment surrounding me, but I do read to be in master of myself, along with anything that I am put in keeping of. I understand that until I graduate high school, my teachers and parents technically are in pull of me. However, I distillery control what I do, though depending on what I do, I may have to deal with repercussions. It is for this lawsuit I do not respond well to existence told what to do. If an order is phrased like a question so that I can at least(prenominal) pretend I have a choice in the matter, I will effect the task, if somewhat begrudgingly. When given an order, I may do the accept opposite, just to prove that I am still in control of myself.\nBeing afeard(predicate) of losing control has other consequences, alike being seen as a brat. When a situation gets surface of my control, I worry somewhat the sequel. Though I hunch it is beyond the point of me being able to change the outcome, the outcome often possesses me, not let me do anything about forget that I can still change. In freshman year, I had auditioned for the winter play. My nerves w ere beauteous before and during the audition, but as soon as I exited the auditorium, I nearly broke down, because regardless of how I had...